i am emo again :(

issues with suppliers arise time and again and i'm really feeling very tired. i wanna quit EC! i know this is a bad attitude and im being very negative. but i just wanna let it all out! afterwards i will alright again and continue to struggle with tasks on hand :)

online business is not easy to sustain. neither is pushcart business. the element of trust is very important. without it, everything fails. just like suppliers who get worried when their goods get stuck with us for a long period of time. i can understand how they feel. im seriously very worried now. trying all means and ways to sell the goods but seems like nothing works. its not easy.

and i even thought of running a business after i graduate cos i simply cannot stand bosses! especially those mean female ones :/ but now, i think about it again and i guess i better get back into the workforce and earn money.

i dont know if i regret joining EC. come to think of it, the decision was hasty. i didnt imagine myself to be an entrepreneur when i joined SP. now look what i have got myself into. sucha terrible state.

oh well, everything will still have to go on. whether or not im happy or sad or emo or allfuckedup. pull myself together and stay optimistic! :)

this is only a mini mini business and it cant get me that easily.

yesss, i CAN do it! smile!!

SMF, sha & i surprised aimee at her house this morning with drama SMF calling her and pretending to cry & all. but end up, so fake. LOL. aimee didnt believe! BUT we still got to her door and somehow surprised her with the cake & gift :)

looks cute! like aladdin. LOL!
she just got up & showered :)

sha went to meet bf while aimee gotta work (SIP), so SMF and i headed to bugis :) walked around, wasting time & talking & abit of shopping.

back to tampines and had kuey :)

i have never ever sat here to eat!

my first time eating at the basement of TM :) walked around to past time since i gotta buy dinner for bro. (i prefer online shopping!!)

am back home now and going to do CSB & NVP. sigh!

amidst all the fun & laughter & company, there are still shitty moments. like how this morning, the 'free printing' was jammed so i was stuck in the library for a long time :( i finally gave up and decided to log off & log into mehmeh's account. but F! even 'running log off scripts' takes ages..

what a bad start! :(

havent got anything printed & my mood was lousy.

hey gorgeous crew came & went. nothing much :/

the afternoon was boring, although music & mehmeh's company helped alot! :D

and my baimomo goods are here! extremely pleased :) thanks wanteng!!

one of the supplier called and dampened my mood :( seriously feeling shit.

verdict: school crowd (or the lack of it) sucks bigtime. now i understand how tough it is to maintain a business. you've gotta have a great deal of motivation. not only motivate yourself, but your partners as well. and you've got to face things/people you dont like. and you've gotta keep telling yourself to be strong. seriously, not easy, at all.

BUTBUTBUT, at the end of the day, i try to remind myself that there are plenty of wonderful things in life which i seemed to have missed out on. and that immediately makes me feel better :)

the black patch below my eyes are a terrible sight! sigh. been so busy ever since school started & lack of sleep too! despite having a '2-day work week'. on another note, i really appreciate the company during breaks! love you people. bringing laughter & craps to the otherwise boring hours. :D yay!!

pictures from yesterday :)

lunch

max is loner!!

PSP is his new found friend.

cute box all the way from JAPAN! :)

rice crackers.

look & taste great :D

green tea & chocolate pocky!

both have got bitteraftertaste.

just look at mehmeh!! :)

pictures taken today! :)

lunch

verrrry tempting eggtarts!

a good deed a day! :)

loves :D

found this in my pocket! -.-

dinner :)

verrrry tempting cupcakes!!

ok, that makes an update! shall continue with rawpetals stuff. i foresee busy days ahead! byeee~

happy mooncake festival everyone! hope you had fun playing with lanterns, enjoying mooncake and guessing word games. LOL. :D

*thanks angel from ITP for the sms. surprised but touched! :)

collected my pay at M&S today. thanks to chewy & irene for the company. && i think they're a cute couple!! :) anyways, i can finally clear all my debts now! haha.

off to tiongbahru where i waited for meh for about 27minutes? haha. and trained to school.

went to FC3 first, to collect the CSB books for O-NINE. and we lost our way! omg. haha. but the shopkeeper said they need a blue form from the tutor first. so it was a wasted trip! but we still had fruitjuice & waffle! :D

off to SB to collect OM notes. its now fifteen instead of twenty copies :((( then look for bencho for reimbursement :)

proceeded to EIC to collect TMS notes. dumb giantass&chewy go 'hide' notes again! luckily im smart enough to go to OCUBE's cubicle to do a search and confirmed with chewy -.-

and i felt like an errand girl! haha. went level 1 to pass CD to weihou (to pass to belinda) then went O-NINE to pass notes to meh & also extra mickey to zirong :)

though i was pespiring like shit! i felt happy happy! lalala~

finally settled down in EIC to do some rawpetals finances. :) while waiting for SMF!

pictures to continue the rest of my day :)



tata! :)

sometimes i feel happy happy! then emo emo. haha. i guess that applies to everyone. since its almost impossible to stay happy happy forever. unless, of cos, people who wear masks are different. i'm afraid that i'll go into moodswing again. very very afraid! shit&fuck.

day one of school today! pleasantly surprised by the 'mini-gathering' we had in EIC. :D love you people to bits! i miss O NINE like crazy man!

CSB is sooooper boring, and we were late for forty minutes. LOL. train fault!

NVP, as usual was funny. humourous tutor is a plus-point! :)

then came lunch..

wanton mee uncle does things a little slow at times and he's blur too!

mehmeh, jojo, max, zirong, sharon, wanteng, irene, and the EC people gathered in EIC today! loves loves. and thanks zirong! for the 'mickey from USA'.

and i heard from meh that TMS lecture is weird, gan ga, or whatever you call it. i so miss the past! :(((((

but we're gonna have a gathering soon! :D

was cleaning around the house abit and i came across an article which is pretty interesting, about cupcakes and online bakery stores.

would like to share it with you! :D

BAKED IDEAS

heh heh! you're feeling hungry already right?
cant believe people can actually bake such wonderful stuff! :)

C-CUP

slurpppps! ^^

NANIROHMAN

mini cupcakes looks real cute! :)

MAD BAKER
(my fav!!!)

this person is a sure great baker!! would like to learn from her (im assuming its a lady) someday! omg. i love her webby and food!! and this (above) is what i would like to try and bake one of the weekends. macarons! sweeeet :D

goodnight people! sweet dreams. heh! cant wait for school! lalala~