backstabbers

I don't hate backstabbers now, for I just realised I'm one too. It's sad, I know but it's a fact that I, myself, can't deny. You can't exactly blame me though. How am I supposed to be nice to mean people? I'm not an idiot! And how do you expect me to just 'ignore' them? I'm neither blind nor deaf.

Some people, I just can't stand. They're the most nosy ones I've ever met. Forever commenting about every single detail. Hey, I don't mind if you're just voicing out your opinions ok? I'm liberal. But if you're just plain gossipy, uh-uh.

I feel somehow guilty that I'm actually backstabbing people. I know I'm wrong but I just can't keep quiet. My mouth won't listen to me. This whole this about backstabbing, it's kinda childish. I mean, if people aren't good to you, you shouldn't be good to them as well. Don't need to suck up alright?

I say what I feel.

Call me a backstabber.

It hardly bothers me.

***** ^^ *****

Tell me what’s wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won’t stop till they’ve reached their dreams
Diet pills, surgery
Photo shop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn’t make sense to me
Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what’s going on
Tell me what’s going on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that something is wrong
I guess things aren’t how they used to be
There’s no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it’s World War 3
No one cares, no one’s there
I guess we’re all just too damn busy
And money’s our first priority
It doesn’t make sense to me
Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what’s going on
Tell me what’s going on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that something is wrong
Is everybody going crazy
Is everybody going crazy
Tell me what’s wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV’s
When kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share

another day

Guess what?! On my birthday, 17th Dec 2005, I have to do community service! Not that I mind doing community service on my birthday, but that means my weekend's gone. *poof* Just like that. Saturday AND Sunday, 12pm-5pm (and very luckily for me) at the field beside Tampines Mall. A big *PHEW*. At least we're not going to some faraway wulu places. But then again, that doesn't make me feel any better. ='(

Oh ya, I shouldn't have cried just now la. Behaving like a baby. Shame on you, Princess!

Marilyn is sick. Take care sister! *huggs*

I love acting. =) The Dramatic Princess.

The following is hard to read. Don't try.
Fuckman! Myparentsarequarrelling. Canttheyjustshutup? Asshole. Mybrotherisshoutingnow. Dontknowwhatthefuckishisproblem. Theycanttalkproperly. Havetoshoutacrossthehouse. Likewhatattitudeisthat? Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. AgirlshouldnthurlvulgaritiesunneccessarilybutdoyouthinkIgiveadamnnow? NO.

ppl i hate most.

It's been a long long time since I last read Yanto's blog. Went recently and found this interesting list. Hope he doesn't mind that I put in up. =)

List of people who piss me off. (not in any order)
1) People who promised you something but they do not keep their word at it. In fact, they pretend or just simply forget about it.

2) People who do not reply your messages.

3) People who are nice to you at one point and then ignore you at another time.

4) People who are only nice to you cause they need help from you. Other than that, you're just chucked aside or simply clean forgotten.

5) People who don't appreciate what you have done for them, painstakingly or otherwise.

6) People who, in front of no one else be nice to you but in front of their friends, pretend that you do not breathe in this world. They call it "secret friends".

7) People treat you like your some doormat or hotel.

8) People who don't give a shit about you but expect you to care for them 24/7.

9) People who are insensitive to others' feelings.

10) People who try to be someone they are not. Their pretensions are so bad that they just irk you to the core.

grandpa in hospital

What a long long day! Just came back after visiting my grandpa (mum's dad) in the hospital. I think he fractured his backbone when he fell the other. Just had an operation to put cement and the doctor injected some kinda drug to strengthen it. Oh well, you can't help it when you're old eh? He's almost reaching 80. o.O

Anyway, I saw one of my relative today and I really must comment about her. She's like this typical Singaporean mother. Always so worried about every lil' teeny-weeny things. Let's call her Mrs J. Her daughter had her streaming exams this year (primary 4). Days before her exams, Mrs J had sleepless nights, worrying about whether her daughter could do well. Now the results are out, and guess what? Her daughter got into the top duno-how-many percent of the cohort and was immediately posted to the 'best' class. Class 5A. The premium class, as they call it. And Mrs J is still worried. About her daughter not being able to cope in class. And the stress she might face. Goodness, the story never ends.

Think she should just take things easy. =)

sian

Yay! Think I've recovered from flu. Can go out with besties liao!

School's fun! I love school! My friends are fun! Studying is fun! HAHAHA.

sick

I'VE GOT THE FLU!

sian. i hate being sick. =(

wish i get well soon.

update when i'm well.

happy bd to fel

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING FELICIA!! LOVE YA LOTSS! *MWARRKX*