thats it! ive had enough! life is so boring. i c no meaning. i wake up everyday to go to work. den wen ive got nth to do, i surf the net. den comes lunch hour. jux forcing food down my throat. den continue to work n surf. at 5, i leave the office. take the same old bus i take everyday, cruising the same old road. sometimes, i jux stare out of the window. others, i take a short nap before i get dowm at my bus stop. this is wad happens everyday. totally no life. wad is my life turning out to be? nothing. the only moment i live life is thurs. wen i can go back to sch and lead my company. only dere i can feel a sense of belonging, a sense of pride. lyk ive finally conquered something. although i go home exhausted, but i noe ive done something meaningful that day.
work totally sux! for those not working, i doubt u noe the mental torture im facing everyday. i cant even talk too much. for all u noe, the boss's cubicle is right nxt to mine. if u talk too much, den u get retrench, whereas if u're in sch, i dun see students getting expelled if u 'talk too much'. how ridiculous can the working society get? u muz not read sth not related to work. in sch, i can read all kinds of books i lyk. every morning, i can still nap a little while (jux pretend u're reading) now, u cant even close ur eyes for a minute. seriously, i dun see myself getting anywhere if i continue lyk dis. y cant i do sth i really lyk? lyk going for guides everyday. now, ive finally realised my passion. guiding. some ppl think its stupid, to go back every week to 'helpout' but dey dun see the true meaning behind it. u can feel a sense of joy n happiness wen u finally see ur cadets grow, under ur guidance. u can change a person if u want to. by guiding them the right way, u can mould a person into someone u want them to be. but w/o guides, i dun think i can be wad i am today. i will not be able to speak in front of a large crowd. i will not have the opportunity to lead a company. i will not be able to realise my passion, i will jux be a person with no meaning in life. i will live everyday w/o planning for the future. sigh, how i wish i can jux commit myself wholeheartedly to guiding, n do my company proud.
Friday, February 25, 2005
damn
damn that karen ng bitch! wad the hell. she sux totally. duno y she hates gg so much. wadeva that we do, she's unhappy wid it. i really pity ms fah, had to go thru so many 'sticky' situations. sigh. first incident: a sec 1 npcc girl wants to join gg. she asks karen ng for permission n she gave the green light. one fine day after master parade, she actually pulled that girl out and screamed right at her face, saying that she hasnt gone thru the proper procedure before changing cca. n i thot she nod her head? wads up wid her? second incident: we were singing an action song. a sec 1 girl was dancing very 'cutely', lyk v hyper. one girl said to another, look at how she dance. karen ng walked pass. due to some hearing prob she has, she heard as look at how she walks. and who doesnt noe that karen ng walks 'stylishly'. and she scolded the 2 girls for being rude! really, i wonder how ppl working wid her can survive?
anyway, ytd was swearing in for the sec 1s. good thing that i taught my sec 1s beforehand. bcuz during the ceremony, 2 npcc sec 1s actually faint! heehee. i noe im being mean, but look at the way that bitch bully us. wadeva.
dis sat mebe im going to toa payoh, deres dis dance competition going on. graham n frens formed a grp and will be in the comp dis sat. yea, mebe im gonna support dem. =)
haix. muz wait so long before the results are released on nxt mon. argh! really cant wait. duno will be good or bad, cuz i really cant tell. if i predict it'll be gd, ppl will say i hao lian. but if i predict it'll be bad and it comes out gd, ppl will say i act only. so i guess i betta zip my mouth.
anyway, ytd was swearing in for the sec 1s. good thing that i taught my sec 1s beforehand. bcuz during the ceremony, 2 npcc sec 1s actually faint! heehee. i noe im being mean, but look at the way that bitch bully us. wadeva.
dis sat mebe im going to toa payoh, deres dis dance competition going on. graham n frens formed a grp and will be in the comp dis sat. yea, mebe im gonna support dem. =)
haix. muz wait so long before the results are released on nxt mon. argh! really cant wait. duno will be good or bad, cuz i really cant tell. if i predict it'll be gd, ppl will say i hao lian. but if i predict it'll be bad and it comes out gd, ppl will say i act only. so i guess i betta zip my mouth.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
sianz
haix. really, u cant judge a bk by its cover. i will meet this rather charismatic guy everyday at the bus stop. he dun look bad at all. jux v cool n suave. den i realise he was working at motorola too! smiles. alas! one day at the motorola bus stop, i saw him smoking! haix. y do ppl smoke wen it actually harms u more than it does u good? den weird thoughts came drifting into my mind, lyk wad if he has a gang, etc.. anyway, he really doesnt look lyk he smokes. straight white teeth, no smoker's breath... hmm...
yeay! tonight gonna meet sha! finally, after aeons, i can actually see her. so excited. jux hope that we (peisi, me n sha) can go back to being great frens! =)
i heard that the results are released only on nxt mon. happy waiting people!
yeay! tonight gonna meet sha! finally, after aeons, i can actually see her. so excited. jux hope that we (peisi, me n sha) can go back to being great frens! =)
i heard that the results are released only on nxt mon. happy waiting people!
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
late.
i woke up lyk so late today. late as in i have to reach motorola at 830 and i opened my eyes at 735. =X gosh! but i dun really care, still dilly dally. hahax! nope, not bcuz i am a person without integrity but bcuz i cant be bothered. the peeps here are always late for work! time now is around 845 and only sham is here. anyway, u muz be wondering how i can 'fly' to work rite? well, i was slowly walking to the bus stop when i saw my dad (he jux returned from driving my bro to sch) and he drove me here. so ta-da! here i am.
Friday, February 18, 2005
cant c sy ytd
haix, went back to sch ytd but didnt c my idol. instead i saw YS. guess who lor, guess la, duno rite? hahax! nv see SY but see YS. dengz! lolx. okays, im so lame.
hmm, guess wad? something BIG happen ytd. u noe the 'welcome' place, dere, the one in front of mother Mary's statue. ok, GG was rehearsing for thinking day n i muz say teresa n i were blessed, i think cuz of the statue la. anyway, we were both standing under the big big cross. juz wen i ask teresa to take a step forward, 2 tiles from the cross came crashing down. yea, as expected, i gave a deafening scream. we all thought that some idiot threw some stuff down, i thought a flower vase dropped from the sky! (silly me) everybody's attention was turned towards our direction. gosh! den the duno how to speak english mr ting came over n got the cleaners to sweep the shards while some ppl went to block the area. wad a scary incident! shivers. can u imagine if we didnt take a step forward, we most probably will be in coma now.
anyway, i went to crystal jade at toa payoh juz now to lou hei. its was really yummi-licious. hmm, to make u guys more jeolous, its foc for me. hahax! not jealous enough ar, ok lor, describe to u wad i ate. shrimp dumpling was e best - big fat n juicy shrimps in the inside soft n thin skin on the outside. wad else, erm, spring roll, pei dan porridge, char siew bun, duck meat, mango pudding. ok la, think u muz be drooling in front of the screen so i shall be a kind soul n stop blabbering. lolx.
oh, my dear boss, wendy is going on a holiday to beijing, so we wished her bon voyage n at the same time, she told us that she is going to bring her son to Australia nxt yr. most likely dey are going to migrate dere. shiok rite? i really envy her son, shaun. cuz she thinks that the lifestyle of singaporeans is too stress, n she pity her son who has tons of hw to do everyday (he's only pri 3) how i wish my parents were that understanding. on e other hand, i dun really regret cuz if i migrate there, i wouldnt have met wonderful ppl lyk peisi, yixin, aimee, yanto, tailun, gary, leslie, mingwei, joseph, adrian, yep n the list goes on.
actually i wanted v badly to vent out my anger here, but after typing so much, im too lazy to continue. so to cut the long story short, im damn pissed wid JOSEPH CHONG. of all the jos i met, this is the worst. jux now, i was praying so hard that someone else wud sit beside me but unfortunately, the space was taken up by an idiot. n he keeps bombarding me wid silly qns that i cant eat in peace, gosh! den wen we return to the office, i was utterly rude. heheh. i think he was fed up already. he was asking me to help him to sth n i was lyk 'wad?' den he said i was fierce. duh, thats my main purpose rite? i think at the end of the day he was really fuming so wen i asked him to sign my card, he didnt want to give me OT. herh! i dun need that kind of ppl to give me OT lor.
hmm, guess wad? something BIG happen ytd. u noe the 'welcome' place, dere, the one in front of mother Mary's statue. ok, GG was rehearsing for thinking day n i muz say teresa n i were blessed, i think cuz of the statue la. anyway, we were both standing under the big big cross. juz wen i ask teresa to take a step forward, 2 tiles from the cross came crashing down. yea, as expected, i gave a deafening scream. we all thought that some idiot threw some stuff down, i thought a flower vase dropped from the sky! (silly me) everybody's attention was turned towards our direction. gosh! den the duno how to speak english mr ting came over n got the cleaners to sweep the shards while some ppl went to block the area. wad a scary incident! shivers. can u imagine if we didnt take a step forward, we most probably will be in coma now.
anyway, i went to crystal jade at toa payoh juz now to lou hei. its was really yummi-licious. hmm, to make u guys more jeolous, its foc for me. hahax! not jealous enough ar, ok lor, describe to u wad i ate. shrimp dumpling was e best - big fat n juicy shrimps in the inside soft n thin skin on the outside. wad else, erm, spring roll, pei dan porridge, char siew bun, duck meat, mango pudding. ok la, think u muz be drooling in front of the screen so i shall be a kind soul n stop blabbering. lolx.
oh, my dear boss, wendy is going on a holiday to beijing, so we wished her bon voyage n at the same time, she told us that she is going to bring her son to Australia nxt yr. most likely dey are going to migrate dere. shiok rite? i really envy her son, shaun. cuz she thinks that the lifestyle of singaporeans is too stress, n she pity her son who has tons of hw to do everyday (he's only pri 3) how i wish my parents were that understanding. on e other hand, i dun really regret cuz if i migrate there, i wouldnt have met wonderful ppl lyk peisi, yixin, aimee, yanto, tailun, gary, leslie, mingwei, joseph, adrian, yep n the list goes on.
actually i wanted v badly to vent out my anger here, but after typing so much, im too lazy to continue. so to cut the long story short, im damn pissed wid JOSEPH CHONG. of all the jos i met, this is the worst. jux now, i was praying so hard that someone else wud sit beside me but unfortunately, the space was taken up by an idiot. n he keeps bombarding me wid silly qns that i cant eat in peace, gosh! den wen we return to the office, i was utterly rude. heheh. i think he was fed up already. he was asking me to help him to sth n i was lyk 'wad?' den he said i was fierce. duh, thats my main purpose rite? i think at the end of the day he was really fuming so wen i asked him to sign my card, he didnt want to give me OT. herh! i dun need that kind of ppl to give me OT lor.
Thursday, February 17, 2005
sighx
sighx, rosa, the xerox ger has officially left motorola. its so sad lor, juz becuz dey r not making money, dey wanna kick her out. shes a really nice ger, sweet voice, pretty face...haix. missing u, rosa.
anyway, my colleagues are going to lou hei tmr. hahax! n dey ask me to join dem. geez, its gonna b real fun. den surely can delay 2 hrs plus, meaning = working hrs reduce. we're going to crysta jade at toa payoh.
okays, me rushing to go guides. cya soon! ^^
anyway, my colleagues are going to lou hei tmr. hahax! n dey ask me to join dem. geez, its gonna b real fun. den surely can delay 2 hrs plus, meaning = working hrs reduce. we're going to crysta jade at toa payoh.
okays, me rushing to go guides. cya soon! ^^
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
sighx
well, i finally got time to write wad i feel ler, but sad to say, i now no mood to write liao. hahax! ok la, juz that on the whole, i think that aimee is really a good fren lor. she ask wads wrong wid her n y we keep avoiding n she actually made the effort to change for the better. im touched, really.
n sorry guys, that i was pulling long face that day, reason being i had so much fun at tl's hse that shopping simply bore me. lolx. sorry again.
oh, btw, who's looking for a job ar? cuz kelly services had a lobang for me, but im working liao. she ask to recommend someone, but nobody came to my mind. hahax! so if u looking for job tell me hor, den at least nxt time i can say ur name n contact no. =)
n sorry guys, that i was pulling long face that day, reason being i had so much fun at tl's hse that shopping simply bore me. lolx. sorry again.
oh, btw, who's looking for a job ar? cuz kelly services had a lobang for me, but im working liao. she ask to recommend someone, but nobody came to my mind. hahax! so if u looking for job tell me hor, den at least nxt time i can say ur name n contact no. =)
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
haix
hmm, sorry guys, today no special entry, cuz im so bz at work. so yea, mebbe i will type tmr, if not e next day, and so on. sorry, going back to work. real bz. cya.
Monday, February 14, 2005
look out for tmr entry
hey hey! Happy Valentine's Day to all. im kinda confused today. y is everybody wishing me happy new year n giving me ang pow wen its actually valentines day? shrugs. well, look out for tmr's entry cuz i will be posting this long long entry, a v emotional one in fact. cuz i dun haf e mood to do it today. sigh. so tired, still muz go to work. really miz my ex-class. sigh. sigh. guess i will be sighing all day long. sigh.
Friday, February 11, 2005
wulala~
wah piang! im so delighted. my idol actually msg on new years day. geez. im floating already. goodness me, its lyk a dream come true, u noe.
okay, enuff of my nonsensical nonsense, new year was allright. alright as in ok, so-so, nothin special. went to my mum's side on e first day, as usual, my cousins were all dere. shant reveal my angpow $$ juz in case u guys have turned into 'full-time angpow money stealers' (wadeva)
second day was ok. come to think of it, new years actually quite b-o-r-i-n-g. duh. its lyk going to ppl's hse, eating, playing and chatting to pass time (not forgetting money-collecting) other then that, i dun really see e true meaning of new year. i mean, to me, the NEW year had already began abt say, 2 months ago?
i think e real fun begins wen i go visiting with my darlingx SM (soulmate la, think wad?) dis sat. going over to her hse first, den visiting all e other flats in her building (provided dey let us in) den going to all the other surrounding HDB, den going round the whole of tampines, den e whole of s'pore, den grab 2 tickets n going to china, soon, we'll be visiting e world! sounds fun eh?! (dis paragraph is full of bullshit-not literally)
sigh, juz receive a sms from sumone asking me to call in 5 mins, goodness me, think u commander or wad?
okay, enuff of my nonsensical nonsense, new year was allright. alright as in ok, so-so, nothin special. went to my mum's side on e first day, as usual, my cousins were all dere. shant reveal my angpow $$ juz in case u guys have turned into 'full-time angpow money stealers' (wadeva)
second day was ok. come to think of it, new years actually quite b-o-r-i-n-g. duh. its lyk going to ppl's hse, eating, playing and chatting to pass time (not forgetting money-collecting) other then that, i dun really see e true meaning of new year. i mean, to me, the NEW year had already began abt say, 2 months ago?
i think e real fun begins wen i go visiting with my darlingx SM (soulmate la, think wad?) dis sat. going over to her hse first, den visiting all e other flats in her building (provided dey let us in) den going to all the other surrounding HDB, den going round the whole of tampines, den e whole of s'pore, den grab 2 tickets n going to china, soon, we'll be visiting e world! sounds fun eh?! (dis paragraph is full of bullshit-not literally)
sigh, juz receive a sms from sumone asking me to call in 5 mins, goodness me, think u commander or wad?
Thursday, February 03, 2005
gosh!
Gosh! u cant believe who i saw today!! its none other than...SY!! OMG, he's SOOOOO shuai! argh! almost fainted..so long nv c him ler, tot i wud nv get e chance to c him, mei xiang dao he went back to sch today! cant concentrate siaz! haf to pass e work to kathy..haix! but im gonna put him inside my list of idols 2005..heehee..he gd lor, so young can be on my idol list liao..hahax! but no choice, who ask me? idolise him so much! ^-^
IM SO HAPPY~ SHALALALA~ ITS SO NICE TO BE HAPPY~ SHALALA~ *madness*
IM SO HAPPY~ SHALALALA~ ITS SO NICE TO BE HAPPY~ SHALALA~ *madness*
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
looking forward to tmr! =(^.^)=
oh my gawd! my parents are so damn lucky. im not sure where dey went ytd, but all i can say is that dey met 715 live in person, filming for a movie! goodness, if only i was there, i wud haf went up to him, hugged him, and gave him a big fat kiss! (as if) but, i mean, to me, a guy lyk 715 only exist in dramas or movies. y cant i be there ytd?? sobx..
anyway, im really looking forward to tmr cuz im going back to sch! u may think, again?!?! but yea, thats me, im committed. cant really blame me for that eh? (laughs)
oh, im looking even more forward to nxt week, ya noe y? cuz i dun haf to work for THE WHOLE DAMN ENTIRE WEEK!!! (evil laughter) okays, its not that im mean or what, but its lyk a whole week off from work? wad can be better than that? (forever no need to work, of cuz) =) and its lyk im going to collect red packets from ppl, wow, simply irresistable! really hope than time flies (faster than e fastest plane) so that i can rest (and count my ang pow money) *grinz*
anyway, im really looking forward to tmr cuz im going back to sch! u may think, again?!?! but yea, thats me, im committed. cant really blame me for that eh? (laughs)
oh, im looking even more forward to nxt week, ya noe y? cuz i dun haf to work for THE WHOLE DAMN ENTIRE WEEK!!! (evil laughter) okays, its not that im mean or what, but its lyk a whole week off from work? wad can be better than that? (forever no need to work, of cuz) =) and its lyk im going to collect red packets from ppl, wow, simply irresistable! really hope than time flies (faster than e fastest plane) so that i can rest (and count my ang pow money) *grinz*
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
wadeva
Wah! my office lyk having party siaz..got all e new year goodies..den my big big boss play some CNY songs during lunch break..she oso gave me 2 mandarin oranges n wish me good luck for my o level results..den another big boss bot chocolate cake for us..not e one that can be found in e toilet bowl ar..its somewhat lyk brownie lidat..heehee..den dey say that if i continue to be a good ger, dey'll gif me a big big ang pow nxt wk!! lalala~ dun jealous ar..
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