how i spent CNY 2006

This year's Chinese New Year aint that fun. I dont know why. Perhaps everythings just quiet? =(

Had reunion dinner at my grandparents place on the eve.

Went visiting on the first, second and third day (yea, like who doesnt). Learnt to play mahjong on the first day. Heheh! >.< Had BBQ on second day. Went to my ex-classmates place on the third. And I eat... and eat... and eat somemore. Seriously, I think I weigh a thousand kilograms heavier now. Shucks! I need to go on a diet. Thats what I hate about CNY. You get to eat good food and you become fat. Argh.

7 I LOVEs
1. I love steamboat! Especially the super-duper-delicious-and-tasty soup! *drools.
2. I love fried rice cake! Those pink coloured kueys with rice and peanuts inside. Yummy!
3. I love mahjong and bridge! A minute to learn, a lifetime to master. =)
4. I love cold prawn with mayonnaise!
5. I love peanuts and gua zi!
6. I love strawberry guo dong! Those from Taiwan. Simply strawberrilicious!
7. I love red red angpows and the sight and smell of fresh, crisp notes! $.$

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Damnit! Long time didnt see my Sec school friends and theyve turned so rowdy. Actually only 1 guy. Shit him. Freak man. So disgusting. Went into the house and started eating. So bu-yao-lian. Then we sat around the mahjong table and talk. You know what he say?!

Guy 'Eh ni hao ma?'
I replied 'Hen hao ah.' *smiles.
Guy 'Ni you mei you xiang wo?'
Jokingly replied 'You! Dang ran you la.'
The owner handed me a plate of beehoon, but I cant finish.
Guy 'Ni chi bu wan cai gei wo chi. Chi yi liang kou, yi si yi si la.'
I swallowed a mouthful.
Me 'Na, bang wo chi leh. Wo zhen de chi bu xia le.'
Guy 'Wo bang ni chi liao ni jiu yao jia gei wo leh.'
Fuck. I just ignored him.

'Eh ni de lian yi qian shou shou bu hao kan. Hen xiong leh. Xian zai you yi dian rou bi jiao hao.'
I replied 'KNS la, dont crap.'
'Zhen de lor. Wo jiang zhen de ni dou bu xiang xing.' And gave that evil laughter.

Then in the room. Playing daidi. He came and stroke my chin. Ok, maybe stoke isnt the right word. Just erm, touch.
What the fuck lor! He last time not lidat one!
I said 'Walau! Ni bu yao er xin lor!'
'Eh wo mei ci zhe yang nong ren jia, ta men hen xi huan leh.'
Fuck la. I not your poly friends.
He did that again. Damnit.
He did that to Yanto too! Fuck man.

'Eh ni jing tian hen qi guai leh.'
I replied 'Na li hui?!'
'Ni yi xia zhi act xiong, yi xia zhi act wen rou. Then bian lai bian qu. Walau. Ni bu yao yi zhi act lai act qu ke yi ma?'
I replied 'Na li you?!'

Phototaking session. Four rowdy guys hugged onto each other. Thats probably the most disgusting sight. Yanto asked me to sit down beside guy. I didnt want to. So awkward for me lor.
Guy 'Lai la. Zhuo zhe li.'
Me 'Wo bu yao!!!'
Guy 'Lai la, lai la.'
Yanto getting impatient so I just sat down. Shit. Cant fit all of us. I had to go closer. Damnit. Guy then put his arm around my shoulder. Oh man!! Like hugging me lor! Of all people, him?!?!? Pui!!! I nearly scream. Then he let go. Fuck.

I hope whatever happened was just a joke! It better be a joke! Fuck. Damnit. Shit.
I think he was just joking but I really bth.

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So good!! David Wongs form class get to go his house on third day of CNY!! Goodie goodie man!! Im jealous. Actually we wanted to go also, but shy to ask him. Sigh. Hes one damn excellent tutor. THE BEST.

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Who wants to watch 'I not stupid too'?? Ask me along leh! Thanks. =)

CNY 2006

Can you believe it?? Its Chinese New Year again! Time certainly waits for no man. It was as if I celebrated CNY yesterday. Geez. It scares me.

This whole week had been kinda busy. Many things happened. Ive learnt not to trust people so easily. Youll never know whos gonna betray you. One wrong move and youre dead. I was actually rather troubled but if you dont think about it, everything just disappears (at least for the time being). Now Im much better. Like I said, dont think too much about it. It wont do you any good anyway. Makes you age faster. LOL. Life is short. Enjoy it. I mean it.

Watched Memoirs of A Geisha. Nice show. I dont know why the newspaper gave it 2 outta 5 stars. Probably theyve got too high an expectation? I personally love it very much. =)

Watched Be With Me during FA class today. Real slow film. Kinda boring if you ask me. Perhaps I aint pro enough to enjoy it? Toldcha I aint fit to take FA. =(

Last episode of Love Concierge today! Must watch!!

Btw, to those people at the stairs with me last friday. Erm, 20th Jan 2006? I mentioned about this cute lil poem that I really like ya? Im gonna see if I have the time to post it here someday. Make good use of the hols. Heehee.

Alrighty people, xin nian kuai le, wan shi ru yi! Hahaha. Collect lotsa red packets and eat lotsa goodies. =D

19 Jan 06
Went to Society for the Physically Disabled to do community service. It was tiring man! But knowing that I spent the day helping others made me feel pleased. =) Went to Bugis after that and saw this shirt-damn cute la! Got write 'princess' on it. But didnt bring money so cant buy. ='( Then walk around and saw Yinjoo. So went home with her lor. Tried to do Econs tutorial but too tired. Ha.

20 Jan 06
SP Open House. Went to the plaza during lunch break and 'pretended' to be Secondary school students. Got a goodie bag and free ice-cream! Yay! LOL.

Walked to FA class then the tutor late. Had to wait so long for her. I dont quite like her. She indirectly shoot us. Say we were quiet in class. Didnt speak up. What the hell lor! Its not that we dont want to open our mouths but youre like ignoring us in your class la! KNS. Only talk to him and him and her and her... and sometimes him and her. I bet she dont even know my name. Still dare to say 'Some of you have got zero upon twenty for your class participation marks. Ive urged you to speak up but still, you all have not shown any improvement. You dont have much time left. Only 2 more weeks. Thats all I can help you. You better do something about it.'

You go ask other tutors la, I always talk in class one. Its just that your lesson damn boring lor. Hear you speak can sleep. And you always dont want to talk to us. We got choice meh? We already try our best, sit in the first row, hoping that you will ask for our opinions but never once did you bother to even make eye contact with us. Got la, only when you are 'scolding' us. Like that youre encouraging class participation meh? Making us feel intimidated only.

Got back my Econs paper. 84%. Hopefully can do better? To Tingting: If you got things dont know can ask me alrights? Will definitely help you de! Mayfong clever man! Got 100%. Smart girl!! She like always top Econs!! =)

Saw my Girl Guides juniors after school! *screams* So happy man! They came to SB to look look see see. The whole bunch of them. =D Aww, so happy! Made my day!

Went to Bugis, again. LOL. Had a really fun time with Meh!! Keep laughing, and laughing, and laughing. Both bought a little something. =)

21 Jan 06
Helped out at SP Open House. Very tired!! A bit boring also. Haha. Saw some HSC people. Nothing to do. Just bring people to the bus bay. (Like they dont know how to go!) Got this parent ask me something then I dont know how to answer. Kept quiet for a while then realised that a bit rude so I just gave him an answer that came to my mind, and it was wrong!! Super malu moment man!! He corrected me!! *face turns red , goes to hide* Luckily at that instant we reached the bus bay then another guy took over. Phew!

Me and Meh went to 'complain' to TYY that nothing to do!! Then we didnt eat lunch also!! So she let us off. =D Goodie cher!! We went to look for our xue zhang. They are year 2 SCM students. They said SCM very good. Cool man! Good news for me and Meh!! =D

Went to Tiong Bahru Plaza. (Of all places right? LOL.) Walk and eat and talk. =) Saw this red bag, really really super duper nice!! Ahem. Chinese New Year coming! Valentine also! You know what to do. =D

23 Jan 06
FOM presentation completed! Sisters rocks forever man! =D

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Yes, yes. I AM feeling much better now! =) Thank you for your concern. It was greatly appreciated. I think Im a braver girl now. =p

bitch

Youre a total pathetic loser. You make me cry every night before I go to sleep. I boil with anger every time I see you. Youve taken away my happiness. I no longer look forward to each day, for I know Ill get angry the moment I see you. Do you know how much I detest you? You piss me off in every aspect. I try very hard not to hate you, but I cant do it. Ive put in my best effort, but I failed, terribly. I dont want to try anymore. Im exhausted - physically and mentally. Youve drained me. Im like a machine that has broken down. I cant function properly now. You know the reason, dont you? Youre the mastermind behind all these. I hate you, I really do. You know, I dont want to have enemies. Not good for you, not good for me either. But youve pushed me to the max. Im like a bucket that has been filled to the brim. I cant contain anything more. But youre pushing me, making me absorb new things. I cant do it! Even a rubberband has its limit. It will break if you continue stretching it. One day I will too.

I know many people think Im the evil one. But Im not. And you dont have to believe me if you dont want to. Im not forcing you. In the eyes of others, youll always be that innocent one. Always. I trusted you. I was gullible. I was made a fool! By you. But now I know. Ive grown up. Im no longer the kid you see then. That was my past. Ive learnt from my mistakes. You can even betray the one closest to you, that shows how you can betray me too. Everybody loves and trusts you now. Happy, arent you? Youre the victim in this story, so beautifully weaved by you. You know, the plot is almost perfect. But I found a loophole in it. You can fool them, not me.

One thing I dont understand, why must you do this? Is this who you really are? I cant believe theres such a person living on earth. Does it make you happy? It doesnt matter, does it? You love it dont you? I bet youre one lucky star now. And all you need to do, is make me miserable. You just want to know that Im feeling down right? Then you can show concern for me. You just want me to cry right? Then the whole world can call me a crybaby. Youll enjoy it. Yes you will.

Enough said already. Im gonna dry my tears and force myself to sleep. Hopefully I can wake up tomorrow feeling ok. Ill try to be a strong girl. I know I can do it. Itll just take me lots of courage but Im determined. Dont worry for me. Dont ask me anything. Dont show concern for me. I dont need your pity. You can jolly well get out of my sight, my life. Thats all I need from you. Thank you very much.

friday e 13

Phew, the sun is finally out. Yay! After a week of gloomy clouds and heavy downpours, we finally get to see Mr Sun again! *smiles* Fancy hiding behind the clouds for such a long time. Naughty sun.

Had PACC test yesterday and it was horrible. I immediately flipped open the paper as soon as it landed in my hands. I looked at question one and was stunned. What the hell? Seems really foreign to me. Nevermind, I shall be exam smart and skip to the next question. After completing two-third of the paper, I felt relieved and looked back at question one again. I was staring blankly at the question paper for a full 15 minutes before realising I hadnt got much time left. I suddenly felt like crying. Cause I had this dream the day before. Its a good dream. But theres a saying that dreams are the exact opposite of reality, and at that moment, it was like a dream come true! Shit man. Just dont let me fail this paper ok? To those who share my sentiments, lets just blame it on the luck. Its friday the 13th.

Watched the rest of Memento during FA yesterday. Damn nice film ok? Its a MUST WATCH! And caught snippets of 5 films too! Black, 12 Storeys, In the mood for love, Le cerle rouge (red circle) and Life of Acquatic Zissou. FA good huh? You get to watch LOTS of films. Heheh.

Went to distribute flyers just now. Tiring man. Nobody wants to take from me one! Why?! Its tough ok? You cant just give anyone. Have to target those secondary school students. What the hell? I dont even know who is and whose not. Anyway, its for SP Open House, 19 - 21 Jan. I tried to scan the flyer just now but my scanner spoil. LOL. Too bad. =p

hee

Shucks! Time flies. ="(

happy bd bro

Happy 15th Birthday to my dearest bro! =D Love you lotss! *huggs.

2 tests coming up next week. Good luck people.

Sisters are troubled. Sigh sigh. Sad. ="(

photos frm BBQ

Pictures from BBQ. More to come.


Eww. Dirty pit. LOL.


Cooking in process.


Dustbin #1.


Dustbin #2. Always good to have litter bins around. =)


Food glorious food!


Cheers for a successful BBQ!


So many hands! =)


As good as new - after cleaning up the pit.


Colourful balloons!


Max cleaning up the area.

2006

Have a STRAWBERRILICIOUS 2006 everyone! *^^*