i am thoroughly disappointed. and to think i got so excited and hyper when planning for the trip. in the end, all came up with some excuse or another, which caused the entire thing to be cancelled. or postponed? you 'promised', somewhere in june? i dont know.

but i guess i cant blame you for all the last minute arrangements as the trip itself was an unprepared one. i am kinda fed up that we are so dependent on you.

i would really love to have a group of friends who love the outdoors. do stuff like trekking, cycling & what have you under the sun. fun-loving people; not afraid of the sun :] that'll be NICE!

and big thanks to SMF for all the sms-es that made me feel so much better.

terrible mood swing!

mood swings every other day spells HELL/ :|

all the craps aside, dad has said OK to the cambodia trip.

although i would LOVE to go japan.. but cambodia is fine too! i think i would learn to appreciate my environment more and have less mood swings :]

and nice "outing" too! pictures & details tmr.

goodnight!

^^

kbox rocks la :D


** no mood to blog - too busy with school stuff :/

im afraid that time pass too fast. that i cant catch up. that im not able to take a deep breath and appreciate whats around me. one last year in the polytechnic and thats it. *damnit i wanna cry again/ shallow eyes..

ec stuff has been keeping me busy. very super busy. im learning alot alot from this! yay!

& i finally saw hooooon and fel today! hahaha :D

antidepressants work! amazing! :]

noi's house again. plenty of fun & laughter. plenty of antidepressants too. making me happy :]

to hell with all the mood swings & crap. i feel shit. crapshit. need to pop an antidepressant.

i want to go japan so badly!!!

if i cant go, i think im gonna cry.

*& i'll only go if you go too ;]

I LOVE MY DAD! <3

this post would be random. contents random; photos random. :]

i love school. like ten million times more than itp.

i love the eic. hehs.

i love you, you & you. :]

& i love secrets! ^^

breakfast after GEM

super dumb

rynel's! (nice :])

have YOU ever seen staplers SO BIG? *gee*

ahahahaha!!

who has seen dear NOI's thumbdrive?

please return okays?

it was left at SB BIZIT library this afternoon, from 12pm - 1pm, at the free access area.

it is an IMATION thubdrive, GREY, 256MB.

anyone who has seen it, kindly bring to the library counter. otherwise, you can always leave a message on my tagboard.

your help is greatly appreciated.

thanks & best regards.

poof! finally arranged the photos for chalet & posted them up. you know how much work that involves?! HAHA.

anyway, enjoy the post below :]

sewing at noi's was fantastic! finally learnt how to use a sewing machine! YAY! :D

8 A.M. today, tmr, and the day after. GRRR...

caution: super long entry ;]
*may include gross pictures; like blood and all*
BEWARE! hahaha :D

1. cafecartel

the following photos should be posted up long ago but i only received them from dumbmehmeh now. haha. was a meet-up (in the midst of itp) with meh jo ting max ql ^^

beloved!

bigsis ting

all dumbs gather together

a pity group photo wasnt taken though..

BLISS!

dessert was ice cream waffle & mango cake:

so cheap! so much food (there's actually lots more which werent captured) at 12 per head ;]

2. school

first day was hell tiring but nice. chinatown during 3-hour break ^^

MLT

some train station, i forgot which one.

second day at lab;

goodness gracious, they changed ALL the PCs even though the labs are gonna be torn down soon.

brand new PCs

us ^^

3. all girls chalet

13apr2007-P.M. 10plus

costa sands @ downtowneast

our room - 1216 (& i thought of my dumbmeh!)

hehs ;]

fairly nice & clean room

started off with mahjong, & aimee got so fed up with us cos we're like those newbie kind, haha.

i have lousy tiles

love macadamia ice cream!

happy aimee!

14apr2007-A.M. 12plus

peisi arrived

seriously, i dont know what yixin's doing

while yixin stares intently at peisi...

...aimee takes a photo with kathy!

14apr2007-A.M. 1plus

cabbed to sempang bedok for supper

2 pieces of prata

with milo dinosaur

act only ;p

we were basically stranded at the bus stop cos all taxi drivers refused to accommodate 5 girls.

14apr2007-A.M. 4plus

cabbed back to chalet

had chips & coke (chalet makes you FAT!)

14apr2007-A.M. 7plus

peisi & yixin were already up and chatting at 7A.M.!!

leaving changi jetty

aimee :]

passed by this huge pile of something

we shared the boat with some other people

PULAU UBIN ^^

first stop - Belatok Hut

aimee admiring the sun rays. you can actually see SUN RAYS! omg.

going uphill

yixin's slippers broke so we used plaster. HAHA.

aimee fell :[

so we took a van back to the jetty

aimee & her knee

14apr2007-P.M. 12plus

brunch at changi village - hokkienmee; grassjelly

back at chalet:

we made our bed!

aimee & i stinks! (we were waiting for the bathroom)

and for the rest of the afternoon, i slept for a few hours.

14apr2007-P.M. 6plus

our pit - number 16

starting the fire

yixin action! (fire started by kathy actually) HAHA

look! its like 5 mini campfires :]

this is raw! just thrown onto wire mesh

minutes later...

fabulous! look at the chicken! nice golden brown - not burnt, chao tar, or anything close!

looks pro eh?

;]

aimee at zhong ji mi ma; i forgot what she was eating

bbq always ends with marshmallows! ^^

15apr2007-A.M. 2plus

showered & cabbed to merlion

its too dark!

the rest of the pictures taken that night are way to dark.. so im not posting them up :]

15apr2007-A.M. 4plus

played cards till the sun rise, and slept

15apr2007-A.M. 9plus

breakfast at mcdonalds

more breakfast - tub of ice cream and...

...garlic bread! ^^

photo taking:

catch a wink before checking out!

thats about all for the chalet - waiting for more photos..

4. sewing lesson

noi's lovely mum's fried rice lunch :]