i seldom hate people, especially teachers. cos i think that teachers are people we look up to; admire. they impart skills, knowledge, and blahblahblah. they help to nurture youths!
in fact, my aspiration is to become a teacher.
but theres this fucking lecturer-cum-tutor of mine who deserves no respect from students. i dont know why i even think hes good initially. i must have shit in my eyes or something!
mrdonkey is one fucking person whos so irresponsible!! he loves to boast, he loves the media, he loves fame & fortune. i dont know how he became a department head! must be bullshitting his way through!
hes rich. no doubt. but he thinks his students are rich too. he asked us to hire professionals to fucking paint our pushcart. WTF! previously, i remembered him telling the class that each group can choose 2 colours and he will get contractors to paint for us.
in the end?
we have to paint it ourselves!!?! (or hire someone) fuck sia, you think we are all rich kids is it? can you just fucking use your brain??? we are ONLY students. students (even working part-time) have little money! we dont earn thousands a month like you! fuck donkey!!
you cant even show some encouragement! we fucking pushed that damn pushcart all the way from FC2 ok! the boys so kindly offered to help and they were sweating like hell but still, they didnt complain! this is what friends are for.
not like you fucking donkey who ask us to make use of our guy friends. teachers dont do that!!!
"get your guys classmates to it la!"
"get your boyfriends to help la!"
after the pushcart is shifted all the way to SB, you dont even show your appreciation or whatsoever. you seem like you dont care. you think its easy??? go do it yourself. fucking fat donkey!
and we spent a whole saturday painting the pushcart ok! we bought the cans of paint, brushes, trays, etc.. using our own money. you dont even help us to get subsidy!! all you want, is for us to "zuo sui sui" (do nice nice) so that you get compliments from people around you!
fuck i dont think thats right, you know!
today you saw our pushcart and exclaim one word "ugly!" and told us to re-paint.
WHATTHEFUCK?????
you werent there to see. of cos you dont know. imagine getting paint all over your hand and (accidentally) pouring turpentine in an attempt to wash it away. you know how much that hurts??? you fucking dont. its hurts like hell you can only cry. fuck, and i scared ting & noi. they were so lost. the whole hand was swollen. this is hardwork.
we shed tears and sweat to get things done nicely and i dont even hear any motivating words from you.
no "you did a good job."
no "that was nice."
no "good effort."
everytime i see you, its just "
hows the sales??"
"bad ah, not good la. do some promotions. you cant just depend on that few dollars of sales!"
FUCK LA.
you think so easy?
help us then!
i know you have been against us since the start of this module. i know you dont like us. its fucking obvious ok!
we deorated the cubicle as nicely (with the time constraint) but all you can say is "not nice la lidat. do more, more!!"
im really tired already ok. we put in so much time and effort, and as our tutor, you dont even appreciate us, what can we do??
customers complain, i dont mind. cos thats all part of doing business.
but c'mon. YOU ARE A FUCKING LECTURER LEH! our lecturer...
sigh. anyways, if you know about this, im gonna be dead for sure. but i dont think you'll ever end up here.
luckily theres friends around. seriously, friends are one of the bestest gift in life! :D they are there when youre down. i was like raging inside already and just burst out everything.
so emo la. but thanks everyone. you know i love you guys. really, appreciate all your support. esp my class. shit man, 2 more weeks... we'll be separated. gosh.
i will treasure you guys!!! BIGHUG!! *^^*
thankyou :]
i will show you! (fuckingfatdonkey)
i hope giantASS can send me the pic of people taking photo with our pushcart.
it really brightens up my day!!! :D
