exams stress...

Argh...ytd nite wes a total waste of my tym...after watching e champion...was chased to bed by my parents...but I wes really stubborn n insisted tt I wanna stay up...so dere I wes at my table listening to P10 n nite-dreaming away...den came dis BIG beetle...which flew right smack on my worksheets...luckily I didnt scream...but tt wes enuff to send me to bed...lolx...den I quickly hide under my blanket n listen to P10 n...fell asleep...

Den today wake up...headache...haix...juz wen e 'O's are ard e corner...den e whole day so sick until now...sigh...cannot really study...den slack de whole day lor.

The worst thing wes during dinner...I wes already do sick...den my dad cooked squid?! n e squid got dis black black thingy...wad e @#$%&! c already oso wanna puke man!! OMG. it wes lyk all white wib red streaks...YUCKS!! I dun mind if it's cut into small pieces...but it wes lyk e whole damn blardy thing lor...gosh..lost my appetite..

hmm...drawing near...

Sigh...me getting really stressed up nowadays ler...e exams r so near...argh! but I guess tts normal rite? think everybody is juz as stressed...anyway, saw my bro creating his new blog...den mk me wanna change my blog's layout too! but no choice...haf ta study first...nvm, after e 'O's can do wadeva I want!!! muahahahahaha.. =D

study!!

Hmm...time really flies...I'm gonna tk my GCE 'O' levels in lyk 5 days time...n tts lyk juz around e corner...certainly hope tt I've studied enuff...oh! n btw, I've given up MT...cuz I sucked at it...haha. seriously, I cnt write in Chinese for nuts! lolx. =D n I got B4 for my first attempt...tts really lousy...compared to my frens who got lyk wad...A1? A2? sigh..hope tt I can do well fer my other subjects...eh...meaiming fer SP...so shouldnt b a prob. eh?

Anyway...been studying fer vv long ler...so I guess taking a break wouldnt do me any harm rite? heez. =) haix...MAIA IS OUTTA S'PORE IDOL!wad e @#$%&*! I noe tt's old news buden I wes flipping thru my sch journaln saw dose fotos tt I've pasted...kinda reminded me tt S'poreans had badtaste...but I cant exactly blame dem...since I didnt even bothered to vote for her...maia fans >> dun bash me up yar? hmm...suddenly felt lyklistening to dis song:

do u eva feel lyk breaking down?
do u eva feel outta place?
lyk sumhow u juz dun belong,n no one understands u?
do u eva wanna run away?
do u lock urself in ur room?
wif e radio on turned up so loud,
but no one hears u screaming?
no, u duno wad it's lyk,
wen nth feels alrite.
u duno wad its lyk to be lyk me.
to be hurt, to feel lost,
to be left out in e dark.
to be kicked, wen u're down,
to feel lyk u've been pushed ard.
to be on e edge of breaking down,
but no one's dere to save u.
no, u duno wad it's lyk,
welcum to my life.
do u wanna be sumbody else?
r u sick of feeling so left out?
r u desperate to find sth more,
before ur life is over?
r u stuck inside a world u hate?
r u sick of everyone ard?
wif their big fake smiles n stupid lies,
well deep inside u're bleeding.
=end=

nth much

Hmm...was supposed to go church ytd...but didnt...heehee...anyway, me go to my aunt's hse to bake cookiesss!!! (now u noe =D) den got play a bit of badminton...lolx...

graduation-friends forever

Sobz...sobz...really had fun ytd nite...it was our school's annual graduation nite...hmm...reach sch ard 3.30pm to prepare gifts fer our teachers...really gonna miz all of dem...no matter how bias dey were...no matter how harsh their attitude were...no matter how lame, crazy...etc dey were...dey r still my teachers. so I wanna say a big big THANK YOU to all my teachers...

Den ard 4pm lidat go up to hall...den tk a lot of fotos ^^ heehee. den a while later muz assemble liao den go sing sch song...hmm...after tt we exchanged gifts lor...to all dose peeps hu gave me a lil' sth >> u're so sweet!! okiez...here's a list of wad I got...juz in case u're curious

Aimee>>letter
Iffah>>note + pink tweety bird file
Yoke Ling>>postcard + chocolate
Liping>>magnet wib my name on it + sweets
Yanto>>note + red n black frenship band ^^
Jorine>>letter
Adeline Tay>>letter + CD
Maurise>>postcard + strawberry fan ^^
Winston>>postcard + chocolate chip n almond cake? + rocher ^^
Ms Ong>>note + chocolate + teddy bear key chain
Biying>>note + chocolate
HSCS>>black book + sth can pull de? + red file ^^
Zhijun>>tweety bird eraser

Kkz...tts abt it ler...den we sing song, take lotsa fotos n eat lo...hahax! n I didn't cry!! yeah!! not tt I wun miz my frens...but I noe tt I'll still be seeing dem so yea, no worries!!

wulala~

Okiez...finally got sum tym to update...hahax! been really bz these days...but tt shldnt b e case since my prelims r over...but our sucky sch made all e graduating pupils haf block booking...not only is it tym wastin, it's oso of not much use...hmm...let's see...wad do we do dere? nth. basically juz tok n tok n tok sum more...den wen e teacher walks pass, juz pretend to ask sum silly qns. tts all.

So sad tt graduation nite is cuming...gonna miz my frens n sch...although it is a bit sucky...hahax! hmm...muz prepare lots of tissue pprs worx! cuz i bet i'll cry until my eyes swollen...hah! can still rmb how I cried fer my guides grad. not to mention sch de grad nite...confirm cry until flood da whole sch >.<>> strawberry princess's gonna miz ya lots! *muacks*

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Hmm...my new name ish AROHA!! hahax! wanna noe y? cuz I found out tt aroha means love in Maori...n Maori is da language of New Zealand...I suppose...n I lurve New Zealand...so...dere!

Anyway...I simply think tt Jerry of spore idol sux! I'm not being mean or what...but he really cnt sing lor...no looks...no talent...go join spore idol for wad?? humiliate spore idol siaz! gosh! n David actually got out?? wad da hell singapore?! first Jessea...den David...goodness gracious! I cant imagine e following few episodes of spore idol...but luckily deres Maia...u go gurl! >.<

FUCK!

Haix...juz reach hm den bro gav me tt black black face...went to aiport n study wid Sha n Peisi...den reach hm vv tired tired le...wanted to go online...but my bro not happy me...duno y...mebbe cuz he wanted to use da com bah...den my parents went out...so my bro mk use of dis opprtunity n vent his anger...on his radio so loud...playing tt damn yellowcard song...argh! its BLASTING!! he wants me to noe tt he's pissed at me...but wadeva...he sux totally!! I mean...he's at hm for da damn blardy day...n now he wants to use e com wen I'm hm...wan da !@#$%&