#1. the weather
funny funny weather. rain, rain, rain, rain, no rain, rain again. the laundry is stinking! and soon i will run out of clothes to wear.

#2. the seoul garden
peisi & aemlia & valerie & ting & meh & i went out ytd! had so much fun. lunch cum gift exchange at marina square seoul garden. laughed alot, enjoyed alot. ^^

#3. the birthday gift
dear soulmate was damn sweet cos she bought me 18 gifts for my 18th birthday. im super touched by the card cos the message in it was so meaningful & each sentence was carefully pieced. i read & reread & read again, until i wanna cry!

#4. the bangkok trip
big sis ting is back from bangkok! but she lost her voice :( dajie, takecare! anyhow, gifts from her were greatly appreciated. thankyou so much sister! ^^

*pictures up soon :)

thankyou laugh-too-much; little erxin gary for forgetting about my birthday but remembered the next day. :p was sorting through my thumbdrive when i found this:

haha. did it during ecm tutorial using paint. very crappy. very ugly. but very artistic. :)


more photos below..
taken during ecm tutorial too! sorry tutor howard for not paying attention! :p

nice!

by dear peisi.


will upload more photos soon. still in the midst of sorting my thumb :)

p/s. i am so jealous bcos so many people are overseas/going overseas. :( ting is in bangkok now. meh will be off to hongkong soon. max is in korea now (i think). me leh? zzzzz......

although it is my eighteenth birthday, it wasnt celebrated in a "big birthday bash" kind. instead, a simple get together with my family with a really simple lunch was enough to make me happy and contented. birthdays aint always about receiving lots & lots of gifts, eating nice food and partying the whole day. i think ive had enough for the time being. i like birthdays simple and sweet; heartwarming. :) perhaps in the future, i will celebrate my birthday more 'elaboratedly', but not now. i think ive grown up!

would like to take this opportunity to thank the wonderful people around me. so blessed having them around. :)

mum & dad & bro for ALWAYS being there. infinite loves. aunts whom i loathe & love at the same time. best soulmate in the universe - peisi. :D bestest sister at sp - dumb meh. bestest dajie, being the eldest, always looking out for the dumbs - ting. thanks for the sms even when youre holidaying in bangkok. :) another dumb sister - jo. year one classmate, but still rmb my birthday - qingliang. sharing for the gift - junwei kor, edwin & max. shares the same birthday as me - tl. tl's ex-good buddy, always at foodcourt 6 to see girls - junjie. best gossip buddy cum study buddy during hsc days - hairianto. go-school-together mate/chewy/bobby/delivery boy - chunhwee. meinu, wonderful asst class rep - liyun. quiet; helpful girl in 09 - serene. the high-on-love guy/jinyang, going around giving nicknames - joel. known through spssc fo camp, spent sleepless nights walking around sp and eating cup noodles - peizhen. secondary gossip buddy, although now not as close but still appreciate her - aimee. super talkative with many many lames jokes during hsc days - adelene. bestest buddy at guides - kathy. known through ug in the hsc days, not close but had fun during those old old days - shunying. last but not least, a great friend for about 8 years - leeling.

so damn bloody thankful for all the wishes cos it meant alot to me. and since my birthday isnt over so there may be more. shall add on (if have) in next entry. :)

just wanted to point out this cute thing:

gift from dearestsss last year

gift from dearestsss this year

both white sling bag with strawberry pouch. cute! :))

p/s. WHY?? WHY my tagboard forever cannot work de??? so fed up man! just changed to oggix but now got prob. argh! so mafan. so a changed to cbox since so many bloggers are using and it seems reliable. prays hard no more prob! :(

pleasantly surprised by the birthday gift from "gang". thankyou all (junwei, qingliang, edwin, max) and esp big sis ting & little sis jo for buying the gifts. really appreciate it! BIGHUG for all!!! :)))

will post more stuff on my birthday. :)

few weeks ago, i board a "new" train. a journey to school i enjoyed cos the seats were really pretty!


photos from the trip to westsideikea. pardon me for some really lousy photos cos of my lousy phone. :( managed to upload the photod to comp with the help of meh. thanks!

on our way

SOFAS;

amelia's trying hard not to laugh!

me on sofa :)

dearest peisi on her favourite..

meh's favourite too!

this sofa's so comfortable you can sleep right there and then!

i like red; she likes green

BEDS NEXT;

nice one girl :)

meh looks naked la!

THE BATHROOM;

love this photo although its damn blur :)

dajie looks cute!

KITCHEN;

aprons make people look fat!

KIDS SECTION;

only bcos we are still seventeen ^___^

AND LASTLY;

it's eating time!! hahaha :D

meh, ting, amelia, peisi, me ^^


more photos when im free!

happy holidays!!

skipped ecm lecture yet again. poor poor lecturer randy. i so very bad. but i have a freaking 4 hours break in between. cant expect me to sit around and rot, can you? oh wells, i promise to attend his lecture next year. :)

ytd, tutor howard told us about career planning and all. i hate all that boring talks! and he said that our future employer might do a search on us (to see what we're up to on the web) before they decide to employ us. and he asked which of us has a blog. immediately that yuan tong said i have. so tutor howard went to google and did a search on me:

wah piang! the first search result is my blog! shocked till i can die man. really couldnt believe my eyes. i have got no idea why. tutor howard said that probably a lot of people has searched for me before, and blah blah.... thats why..

OMG! what if i remain unemployed for the rest of my life bcos all the employers read my blog and think im dumb??!!

gotta be careful what/who i blog about. DAMNIT!

ytd went westsideikea with dearestsss. amelia, peisi, meh and ting. :D had so much fun. laughed alot. crap alot. photos to be up soon. :)

changed my phone recently. well, not that recently but still considered recent la. oks whatever. so rubbish-y. probably bcos im in a not-so-good mood.

numberONE: the dumb phone that im using now comes with a usb cable so that i can transfer photos to my computer and then do whatever i want to do with it. BUT, the user guide states that it is not supported! dumb. either computer lousy or phone lousy. dumb again. :(

numberTWO: my group supposedly got the lowest in class for uccd presentation. i half-expected it cos we totally screwed it up. BUT, still a B, so not too bad. i guess this balances off our group getting the highest for ecm report part I. dumb la!

anyhow, tmr will be visiting westsideikea with peisi & ame & meh & ting! so cool to call it westsideikea! hahahaha. :D rubbish-y again...

AND, lastly.. the dumb 09 wishes to leave beautiful memories before year three. sad to leave! :( so this dumb guy whos high on love (i.e. joel) came up with names. some of which i have listed below...
me - dorothy
meh - bi4 ling2
ting - jacklyn
joel - jin3 yang2
chewy - bobby
max - yuan2 dong1
rynel - yan3 xiang2
zirong - tony
wanteng - winnie

theres more to come, im sure. mr high-on-love is, well, HIGH on love. so let him be.

laugh, people, laugh! HOHOHO!

you think its easy huh? fancy telling me off like that, in your sickening voice. i know i will have bad karma by badmouthing you and all but this time i simply cannot take it anymore. you thought you know everything; by telling us what to do and what not to. but let me tell you, its easier said than done. i hate it when you scold me in your very loud voice. i hate it when you tell me off. i hate it when you act like you know it all but you actually know nothing. if youre that capable, then do it. we have no qualms about it. we are more than happy to welcome you. wait till the nightmare arrives. sleep deprivation to drive you nuts, you will then probably understand what we are going through. lemme tell you, its not easy. we do try our best but we, humans, are never perfect. this evening, you told me "oh you mean you dont know it all this while?" i would like to correct you on that. i spend so much more time than you do, so what position are you in to question me? its not as if youre some kind of professionals. i would understand if you have all the experience and all and youre telling me what to do. im perfectly fine with that. i just dont like it when you come for 1hour and yak non-stop; criticising me. and after i hid in the corner while i let the tears warm my cheeks, i emerge, trying to look ok. for i know that you wouldnt spare me if you knew i was crying. you told me later, that im an expert at it. that i know so much. and you laugh it off. laugh at all the little remarks you make, as if they were jokes. fuck. so many people told me that its just your character/personality and that you dont mean it. but im sorry, im afraid i cant accept it.

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on a lighter note, it was "flaking" this afternoon at dover! we were amused! ok la, me only. cos its like snowing, except that it wasnt those snowflakes kind. just 2mm by 2mm white stuff. but i swear its some form of snow. cos it kept falling from the sky and it was so damn cold. but you cant feel nothing on your skin. just like snowflakes! *^^*

today is the 17,589,643,512,986th time i skipped ecm lecture. and im beginning to forget how lecturer randy looks like o.O

today is the day for us to register for business development module. but not me. im in ec. since im in ec, all you people out there better start saving up and buy things from my shop! actually its quite cool to own a shop. hehehs. wish me success!

to my class people, rmb to bring donation card and yearbook money ($8) tmr! cheers =)

class photo taking for the sb year book today. i will miss everyone when i switch to ec next year. ="(

screwed up the uccd presentation. period/

talking with dear soulmate does lift my spirits up. thankyou thankyou thankyou!

taken quite long ago but i just dont have the time to post it. HAHA

this dumb was too fat to fit into the above photo so we just had to take another one specially for her

what were they thinking???

we look so damn kiddy-ish. matching slippers and t-shirts.

i drew a spider king on meh and a web on me!

meinu's bd cake

the almost complete class photo!!

these clouds damn nice la. like giant candy floss in the sky..

so many things happening in my life all at the same time. but im brave. im strong. so i believe i can handle all that.during this period of time, i seem to have matured alot. my perceptions about everything has changed. i learn to look at the bigger pictures in life, which is good.

i have realised the importance of some things, and learn to let go of others. yes, indeed i have grown up.

bloody hell with ec. which has made me suffer from sleep deprivation. seems like so many things have changed. honestly, im damn afraid of the future but i have learnt to just take things one at a time. i shouldnt have even stepped my foot into the damn ec. see, now what happens? but its ok. looking at the big picture, i have realised its not a big deal anyway. perhaps this is a test for me. a stepping stone. now that dora doesnt allow for withdrawal, i just have to face it. this is the consequence. oh well.

jo and meh will be withdrawing. and damn bloody hell, im damn scared la. i have so gotten used to life with meh; i dont know how to cope without her. you see? over dependence. but im turning 18 soon. so i guess i should learn to be independent. i mean, i cant depend on everything my whole life. at some point im gonna be all alone. so might as well learn to cope now. thinking about being away from meh, i feel sad. damn sad. bloody insecure. but its ok. everythings gonna be alright. i still have big sister by my side. count your blessings girl.

me & meh will still be in the same school, same diploma. just that different classes. its the same with peisi isnt it? and look how well im able to cope with it? anyway its only for a year. yes, i definitely can do it. furthermore, i have a great deal of support from my loved ones. whats there to be afraid of?

embrace the future...